Here's eggin you today.....
What's eggin you today? Me? My darn head. I've had this pressure behind my right eye all week....sometimes it blurs my vision a bit. I know it is the change in the weather and sinus related. And have I told y'all lately that I hate my cat???? She's another reason my head feels like rolling off my shoulders. She's really a sweet cat, loving and all, minds well - except for the occassional Ralph on my carpet - but I find myself more and more wanting her out of here.
I agreed with Miss T that we would not get rid of her on one condition: That T take care of her, feed, water, scoopy the poopy...well since school and dance have started she hasn't held up her end of the bargain. Am I being harsh when I say Katie has to go? She's been with us for 4 years.
The boss's wife came into the office to pick up her mail. I have fake blood on my windows and she said she "didn't approve" - I said "it's my window"......she has nothing (legally or otherwise) to do with boss's work. Sometimes, OK most of the time, I just like to yank her chain. One of her kids downloaded "I'm in love with a stripper" - the song - to his Ipod....have you heard the entire song?? I watched the video - it is disgusting. ("she be grinding on my *** with her *** all up in my** ") Needless to say she said she had him remove it from his playlist.
I have absolutely no energy or motivation these days. I look around and I see things that should be done, at work and at home, but I just can't bring myself to accomplish everything. These are not the things that TnT can help with, these are the things that I deal with, mail, nutcracker paperwork, bags for Goodwill etc. I don't even want to dance in the Nutcracker this year. One good reason? I'm out of shape. One dance and I'm outta breath like I just ran one of Melissa's marathon's. Oh it's all my fault. Sedimentary lifestyle. No other reason. There is the beach where I could walk or run, but do I? I used to love to ride a bicycle but do I do this? NO, I don't own one anymore. And when I mention to Tom that I'd like to own one I get "for what?".......... I don't live in a subdivision, but there is one just around the bend that I could peddle through.
My diet sucks and this is probably 95% of the reason that I feel the way I do. Breakfast is grab n go, if any.....Sundrop is a MUST in my hand first thing in the AM and Coffee....so you'd think there would be enough caffiene to crank me up! I toss in a handfull of pills: MSM, B-complex, nasatab (rx). I get my vit C from the sundrop hehehehe.
Lunch has been burgers/dogs/sandwiches with onion rings kinda stuff lately. YUK the greasy spoon meal. I'd much rather go and have a salad. Dinner? Hmmm Mr Man is not much on lots of veggies (like I was raised) so when he cooks it's Italian (pasta's n bread) or steak/baked beans/ salad. I have got him to where he'll cut up some cukes n tomatoes.
Exercise? Yeah, I run out the door and jump in the car and race off to work.......and after work I race over to the dance studio where I promptly plant my butt in a chair and watch T dance.
Time for a change! I think I need to clean house in more ways that one!