Thursday, October 19, 2006

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Here's eggin you today.....

What's eggin you today?  Me?  My darn head.  I've had this pressure behind my right eye all week....sometimes it blurs my vision a bit.  I know it is the change in the weather and sinus related.  And have I told y'all lately that I hate my cat????  She's another reason my head feels like rolling off my shoulders.  She's really a sweet cat, loving and all, minds well - except for the occassional Ralph on my carpet - but I find myself more and more wanting her out of here.

I agreed with Miss T that we would not get rid of her on one condition:  That T take care of her, feed, water, scoopy the poopy...well since school and dance have started she hasn't held up her end of the bargain.  Am I being harsh when I say Katie has to go?  She's been with us for 4 years.

The boss's wife came into the office to pick up her mail.  I have fake blood on my windows and she said she "didn't approve" - I said "it's my window"......she has nothing (legally or otherwise) to do with boss's work.  Sometimes, OK most of the time, I just like to yank her chain.  One of her kids downloaded "I'm in love with a stripper" - the song - to his Ipod....have you heard the entire song??  I watched the video - it is disgusting.  ("she be grinding on my *** with her *** all up in my** ")  Needless to say she said she had him remove it from his playlist.

I have absolutely no energy or motivation these days.  I look around and I see things that should be done, at work and at home, but I just can't bring myself to accomplish everything.  These are not the things that TnT can help with, these are the things that I deal with, mail, nutcracker paperwork, bags for Goodwill etc.  I don't even want to dance in the Nutcracker this year.  One good reason?  I'm out of shape.  One dance and I'm outta breath like I just ran one of Melissa's marathon's.  Oh it's all my fault.  Sedimentary lifestyle.  No other reason.  There is the beach where I could walk or run, but do I?  I used to love to ride a bicycle but do I do this?  NO, I don't own one anymore.  And when I mention to Tom that I'd like to own one I get "for what?".......... I don't live in a subdivision, but there is one just around the bend that I could peddle through.

My diet sucks and this is probably 95% of the reason that I feel the way I do.  Breakfast is grab n go, if any.....Sundrop is a MUST in my hand first thing in the AM and Coffee....so you'd think there would be enough caffiene to crank me up!  I toss in a handfull of pills:  MSM, B-complex, nasatab (rx).  I get my vit C from the sundrop hehehehe.

Lunch has been burgers/dogs/sandwiches with onion rings kinda stuff lately.  YUK the greasy spoon meal.  I'd much rather go and have a salad.  Dinner?  Hmmm Mr Man is not much on lots of veggies (like I was raised) so when he cooks it's Italian (pasta's n bread) or steak/baked beans/ salad.  I have got him to where he'll cut up some cukes n tomatoes.

Exercise? Yeah, I run out the door and jump in the car and race off to work.......and after work I race over to the dance studio where I promptly plant my butt in a chair and watch T dance.

Time for a change!  I think I need to clean house in more ways that one!

10 comments:

hugsdoodlewacky said...

(((((((((((((((((((((((((TPIEZ4ME))))))))))))))))))))This doesnt sound like you at all,sorry your having a bad day.I hope it gets better for you soon.I get like that every now and than and people ask me why I get like that,you dont have nothing to worry about.lol.I said,yes I do.lol.Relax,take a hot buble bath and soak it away.Do you have any calgon?

allisonm96 said...



Dont feel bad about the cat... I think its just like having another kid, only you have the option to opt out...lol... If my husband werent joined atthe hip with this cat we have, she would be outta here. And, yeah, diet can make you feel yucky.. I can always tell that I feel worse after i eat alot of junk...we should start a j-land diet....might work...

deshelestraci said...

Oh you are stepping on my toes!  I need to do more and eat better too!
Traci

rayne1123 said...

i hope your head feels better
noelle

mpnaz58 said...

Man, chickie, you are all over the place, no wonder your head hurts!!  Isn't it funny how we know what is wrong, like the diet, exercise, etc., we know how to change it...but do we??!!  Its just easier to do the status quo cuz everything else is just too much work.  I am doing little by little, baby steps, ok, well, dang it...I'm at a standstill!!  I will begin tomorrow...how 'bout you?  Take care...
xoxo ~Myra

eml625 said...

I sure hope you feel better soon!
hugs,
Ellen

chat2missie said...

My diet has been poor lately too.  Have a good night.
Missie

queeniemart said...

do you ever drink water? Try a bit here and there...it would help you feel better. I hate the damn stuff. lol

i have no motivation for anything either. I wish i had Melissa's motivation! I would like to run or job...but my boobs are huge and i am fat.

love you girlie. That eye thing worries me.
XO lisa

lifes2odd said...

Sounds like you need to come join us at Life's Little Challenges!
Martha :-)

cacklinrosie101 said...

I'm joining your club, most definitely.  My motivation is nil to none and my diet...lol...what diet.  My big set of clothes are getting tight.  That should be a warning sign but doesn't seem to stop my gluttony.  Maybe it's the weather, hunh?  HUGS  Chris